I Will Embrace the Cross Tightly 13th Dec 2005
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Daddy I am learning to be obedience, learning to be loyal to You. Though I was tired and weary, fell flat on the ground, badly wounded at times but through the cold stormy raining seasons, I didn't let go of the Cross. Many times I fell with tears falling in my eyes and heart but I always remembered what You have told me when I fell on the ground. Thus I run back to embrace the Cross again...
Daddy, I just want to say 'Thank You,' thank you for always being with me and that You are faithful in Your words. When You said You will come back, you truly mean it. You know my ups and downs, You know what I have been through. You know my feelings and desires. You know how much I love you. You are compassionate and gentle. You always embrace me with Your arms wide open, You hugged me tight in Your arms. Always, You weep the tears I wept and wiped them away from me. In the night, You cruddled me when I was in fear and put me to bed with Your sweet voice of assurance that You would stay beside my bed till the next day. Early in the morning, You would paint the sky so beatifully and sent the birds outside my window to brighten my day. Those times when I was downcast, You carried me and lead me to Your river that's in Your garden. When I was happy, Daddy You rejoiced with me, You even danced with me. But I noticed that whenever I am sad, Daddy you seem to be more upsad than me. Daddy You love me so much, far more than my heart tells me. Though the word may abandon me, I know Daddy You would never forsake me. It's when the world forsaken me, Daddy You hold me tight and said 'I Love You Child' When I am left with nothing, Daddy You provide it all for me
Daddy, I would never understand why You would love me so much, that You called me 'My Sweet Princess,' 'My Beloved Child', allowing me to dwell in Your Kingdom and play in Your big Castle. No one on earth would love me this deep like You do. I can't find a reason why anyone should love me because I know I am but just a dirty clothe that others might not even use to wipe their table. But You showed me that You treasure and love this dirty clothe high above anything. Daddy... You are my Daddy.. my Beloved Daddy! I can't live without You Daddy. I can't even imagine a moment without You by my side. It's like I can't live a day without the air You created. You are the air that I breathe, You are my all-in-all. No one cares about me more than you do. Without you by my side, I am left with nothing.
Running to Your arms and wispered 'Daddy', Seeing Your eyes I know You knew everything. I love to be hug and cruddle by You LORD. Let me stay with You forever
Beloved Child
Angela
