Saturday, July 05, 2008
After so many years, You are the only one who holds the key to my heart. The days now are so different from back then. The lil' gal who simply love running around wherever you goes now have grown up to a young lady. Still you are the one she adores all these years. Your House has been my play ground since teenage. A place I love dwelling in all seasonsThings were simple back then though there's trials around. Perhaps those days things were still manageable and that there's advisories around. Being an adult there are so many things I have to face it on my own, responsibilities to take. No one saw me like you do. No one would understand my feelings fully like you do always. Standing at a corner... You saw everything.. the whole incidents taking place. This heart of mine been trying and sloting so hard all these years.. trying hard to follow every bits of your word. No doubt I found true joy and yes I loves those words but somehow it's getting tougher. Indeed no one knows what would happened in the future but only You. Beloved.. things are so different now.. each time it just gets heavier and heaviernevertheless, this heart of mine has never waiver towards you. Deep down I am more fond of you than I was years ago. Such love couldn't be displayed but only you understands. My heart is linked to yours. Every melody/songs, dreams and inspirations I hold, you are invloved in them. No one tells me you are going to find me, like the way I was searching for you when I was young, and you dig into my heart. I am amazed. privillege I told myself to have found you and be in love with you all these while. My Beloved, I yearned and long for it but somehow it's seems to be tough. Know this, My Love... wherever you go I really want to be by your side. This relationship begins with you and I truly wants to stand at the finishing line with you next to me. If possible, tell me it can be done my Love... help me to draw near like you want me to be. I have lost it all but I don't wish to lose youIf possible, I wish I needn't walk through this path... a heart that's ever true... strengthen this heart of mine My Dearest Love. Not my... but.... yours........ be done... If I could spend my life all over again... even if I have to go through the same things all over again.. I would still choose to spend it all on you, My Beloved
an-gel wished upon the stars at 1:32 AM
