Monday, June 30, 2008
Really had a lousy day @ work.. as expected.. felt so down and heavy laden yet I can't reveal outwardly. Smile was the only way to cover it.. It's been a while I have been losing much appetite during lunch due to some incidents happened at work. No one know the right ways to put my heart at ease.. some just pat on my back. Isn't it weird, I couldn't talked much about things to my fellow co-workers (they'll only talked among themselves about my case), only had to rely on email-ing to someone who isn't directly under the same umbrella (whois table is just right in front of me).. Email - my only source of Communication and perhaps.. getting some 'un-heard' or seen concern as well
There are changes going round but aren't going to mention here. There's lots of unspoken words hidden within.. lots of feelings untold.. incidents not many may understood.. I felt so weary this time round. Honestly I lost count of times I hid my emotions.. I just had to.. Really, dont wish to be defeated just like that.. don't really want to... what a.. =S
If you know me.. jsut wanna say.. it's been tough all these while.. I am growing stronger, I believe..
On a brighter side. Remember I mention about emails? Glad it's has been a good communciation tool. I mean I can't possibly walked over 2meters from my desk just to talk... email-communciation is better with no communciation with people at all yea?
an-gel wished upon the stars at 9:22 PM
