Saturday, April 11, 2009
If I am granted to do anything, I really wish to have a get away to a far away country, alone exploring the town and glazing the star at a different sky. Of cos I am not talking about JB Mysia.
Someone been giving people the wrong perception of me. Those who knew the story knows it's not true but to those who heard one-sided story... they really thought I had changed and become an evil person. Coming to this state, I really don't care a hook at how others think of me because they do not get the whole picture. If being the always submissive and obey blindly regardless to any damaged made is an angel, I rather be the evil they name me as. Lose one and losing ten, of cos the impact is different but still losing. I am alright if the number wants to increase. Really.
Adam Khoo once taught me this. Crumpled a $50 and had many stepped on it. Still it's a $50. Despite been dirtied, stepped and crumpled like rubbish, it did not lose it's value. Even a note is torn apart, as long as the numbers are there, you can exchange it with the banks. I am not saying it's perfectly alright to give others the wrong perception of someone else just to have your motive done. What I want to say is this, as long as I am still living on earth, still breathing, no matter how others crumple, the value that's given and build won't be lost overnight. But one thing for sure, to the one who try to lower the value will his/her value drops greatly. When the truth is spilled out, it's not my foot you are stepping but yours
I am fine that you continue to tell others how not caring and thoughtful I am, how unloving I have become. It's not the words that counts but the deeds. You try all ways just to let others see how pitiful you are and paint me like a demon to others. You know things by your head. You think just for yourself. Don't need to prove to anyone, I know myself by heart, what kind of person am I and my deed reflects who I am within.
I won't argue or explain things. I will just simply walk away. I am not what you say thats counts. At the end of day, I am not the one who lose out. Wise people don't just plainly talks, they thinks with their minds.
an-gel wished upon the stars at 6:44 PM
