Saturday, February 21, 2009
Randomism...Words flying.. thoughts flooding around.. heard things like.. i had backsilded luh; i very free ar; i this and that ar.. and some even came out with reasons that didn't even cross my mind kind and blah blah blah etc. I felt funny at how some came out those words and reasons when they hardly know nuts. I am bewildered when i knew all these. I was once very bothered about this; that how people got misunderstood/accused me cause' to me, i want the facts to get right and yes i felt it did me in-justice. i may felt unhappy inside the heart for a moment.. After years of experiencing this world, i have develop that attitude.. if that's what you guys want to think that way or assume it to be, then let it be that way ba. I see no point in trying to justified the truth any more. what for waste my energy on that. I don't need to know what you think, thought, how much you don't care etc. People tends to want to know how much you truly cares. Period.guess i understand why some like to stand under the rain. i think it's very cool. And don't know since when I fall in love in walking. I can walked to Raffles in the morning then walk back during evening.. walked to spore river all the way to vivo.. then from there walked to else where. walking does one good i guess. i just love to do that together with my mp3 and i don't mind long bus rides too (okay provided i have the time luh) Most probably it got to do with the 'habit' of reflective ba.. aiya things are always so complicated, so analyzed i guess. the power of emotions. i realised this. When it's time to cry; like some bad incident happened, others might wailed but i'm felt okay. What others felt danger for me, i think it's alright. when i was suppose to be feeling anxious, my heart's calm and mind's blank. hurhur! I must be one of the weirdo on earth. Nah. I guess that's what happen when you been through one after another one events ba. haha transform into a bin/store - whatever throw in just park them aside! haha!! Then once in a while, do a bit of littering. hee*i could re-read my theology book, reflect elders' life theo and still find that its totally different thing to do what the mouth says. All the deep theologies sometimes can't be applied, i mean not to all things luh. But i do believe in you reap what you sow. If one sow something bad yet reap goodness, then i would say it's grace bestowed. But grace aren't cheap and should be taken for granted.one should be responsible for 'its' actions. even if not, surely will have to bear the consequences in future de. confirm-grantee-chop-plus stamp!! =p said liao - Randomism =)
an-gel wished upon the stars at 2:38 AM
