still at that far away land, I think....
alright. what's my christmas wish list? Well girls' wish lists are always changing and never ending, I suppose (hmm most said Yea!) Mine is simple yet ball's not in my court, that is, to know those I loved and loves me are healthy and enjoying life. Guess no amount of gifts could beat the joy of knowing and hearing your love ones' heartbeat. So if anyone wanna get me pressies.. just present yourself will do! =)
Okay lest anyone worried. I'm alright still. Reason for that wish, guess only my cousins' would be able to apprehend a bit. They were like my.. guardians for the past 2 weeks (?) helping to shoulder bit of the huge stress and burdens. It's a little bit wee too many incidents happening one after next, I admit quite taxing actually. So much so my blank went blank for weeks, doing things with my hands and not the mind (lol chim i kne) Anxieties guess made one aged much huh.. causing not 1 but 3 persons fell ill. The fear of losing someone like a cloud 'shadow' over my head.. still, I believe all things works out good for those who love and trust is in Him =)
Some said I seldom talk now =S eh some things not don't but Can't tell at all. It's hard to want to speak yet can't you know?!? surely, I've grown - much stronger within. With fingers cross, cousins and I wish everything would be fine. No more 'blows' pls. Not that my heart can't take it but let the sea be 'dead' i mean calm for good lar. So that cousin [a] could go Norway without any worries.. [v] can still enojoy her good life and I can have a really peaceful christmas & countdown =)
this isn't an emo post, just updates of recent happening.. don't understand never mind de! anyway, recently have a 'feel' for photo-taking! The love has always been there.. one of my 'love' haha! Picture paints thousand words lei. Desire for a better (nikon) camera *minus off the weights too!* ... so I could snap nicer pictures =)
