Friday, October 03, 2008
Already so late.. at this hour, really almost wanted to call (or at least sms) someone. Instead, asked a friend to send my regards. It's just funny. Somehow felt bit uneasy, as if history is repeating itself. I really won't want to go thru the same thing ever again. It's meant to be keep for life, for sure. Hopefully will get in touch soon..There were days I really missed some people. Their presence somehow comfort my heart. Their words kept ringing in my ears.. yes I really miss those times. Sharing joys and woes together, celebrate when the other party did well in life. Shoulder when one's down. Spurring to achieve the goals in our lives. I have found true relationships and it has been with me for the past 10 years. I may have to let go certain things or had already given up things in life, but for sure, I won't let go the bonding we built. Not over my dead body.Because of this ordeal, I realised many things. Who are the one who truly concern and who's not. Who I should divert my love and attention to and who's not. Suddenly, life became clearer. It keeps wanting to move on and on, wanting no rest. In times like this, close ones truly needed. Yea I am given pass to go find them should I bump unto problems. Not this round, I said to myself, till I'm in a better shape. Never had I felt this way before, not the recent years. Empty and really nearly having nothing.. well, great characters are forged through hardship.. so cheers! Time for building sessions again!Suddenly, life took a sudden turn. A different heart. Different mind. Different journey altogether. A gentle loving spirit, stronger ambitious and determination till completion of journey. I am not afraid of failure.. only afraid I will be proud of myself when I succeed. Way to go, dearest an-gel!!
an-gel wished upon the stars at 12:06 AM
