Saturday, August 25, 2007
it's amazing how I can keep mute for so long, after all.. it mean much to me.. so much.. so much
I love my frends, they are so precious to me but I'm not an artist, aren't able to make it flowery. I'm not those kind who will buy flowers to tease or use it to show the length of my affection. Don't really know how to sweet-talk, don't really know how to love much. One thing I know. When I know they need my help, I'll be there. I'll buy panado for them when they aren't well, gladly share my all when they're in need. Walk behind them when they're alone at the beach... only for my close friends. whether they appreciate a not, doesn't really matters. Reason unknown. naturally I will do it. They're very much like my family. They're the one whom I share my ups & downs, get to see the kidish side of me, my joy, tears, my life.
Believe in sincerity & i'm one to my frens always. truth & trust is very impt to me cos I trust my frens & wish my fren will do likewise too. my primary foundation of relationship..
reason y I post this is b'cos I've lost something dearly. I'm upset 'cos I have no clue how to turn thing around back to original place, don't wanna lose it just like that.. to the Master's hands, wont wanna touch on it anymore. u know who u r.. i wan to say I really duno how to gain things back, how to restart the whole thing. i kne i've lost the things that's in your hands. am apologise for it.. i am who i am, from beginning till now, in-front of u & behind u.. believe or not..
on a brighter note, i'm glad there's one who will be with me through out all seasons. loving and so willingly accepting me for who I really am. My God is always walking beside me and yes, till the very end =)
an-gel wished upon the stars at 2:11 PM
